Pain never really goes away . It can be described as lessened , or slightly eased , easier to manage , not so bad . But it never truly leaves our bodies .
Not everyone is the same , however I found out .( much later on ) that the strongest I’ve ever been is 1) When I became a mother , secondly 2) when I stopped trying to end my life .
We as a people all share so much pain , anguish , fear , loathing , suffering and hunger for life and peace .
We all suffer silently in our own ways , but I hit my 21 birthday after thinking for the longest period of my life . That I wouldn’t make it past 15 , so it doesn’t go away .
But it gets a little bit better as time goes on . Don’t fight yourself but don’t give up . Understand and rationalize that these thoughts and feelings are valid and understandable .
But don’t give up your life for emotions your having in the now , don’t give up your will to try and your will to persevere.