I'm sorry. I don't know what's wrong with me... I love you but at the same time i don't.
Probably i'm just having a moment thinking this through, thingking our relationship through you know. Probably i took things too fast, it's been five months now and i'm feeling scared.
I'm feeling like you're not gonna be good enough for me, for my future.
What if you're not the one? What if my mother told me the truth and i should just wait until the right one comes along?
I wanna run away from you but i'm afraid i'll break you, so hard that it's impossible for you to get back up.
The moment you asked me, 'Our relationship will last until marriage right?
', is the moment where i wanted to say i don't know but seeing the hopeful look in your eyes, i just cannot tell you the truth. *sigh