P is for Paranoid
Paranoid (adj.) 1. Intense anxious or fearful feelings and thoughts often related to persecution, threat, or conspiracy. 2. Irrational suspicion or mistrust of others.
Part of me is still
Alive. I realize how this sounds... but
Really, I didn't become fully conscious of that until
After you decided that you'd had enough... Because
Now, I feel fucking deader than ever. I
Only wish that after all of this,
I could get through to you. Even if it
Didn't change anything... Just so you could see.
Thank all of you lovely readers/writers/commenters for reading my things... You are my main source of motivation