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blastimus
blastimusA guy trying to cope with his feelings.
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Why Do They Never Leave
Also known as running away from depression

Mindscaping

Improvement...

Need to get better...

Need to get better... And better...

Need to get better... And better... And better...

Final goal?

Final goal? It was drowned out a while ago...

Final goal? It was drowned out a while ago... It was something obscure anyways...

Final goal? It was drowned out a while ago... It was something obscure anyways... "Reach perfection, so you will never be criticised again, not even by yourself..."

Yeah...

Yeah... Something among those lines...

Yeah... Something among those lines... I still don't know for sure what perfection is actually...

Yeah... Something among those lines... I still don't know for sure what perfection is actually... Or if it even exists...

But if it exists, or is at least possible to achieve, than surely...

But if it exists, or is at least possible to achieve, than surely... I will...

But if it exists, or is at least possible to achieve, than surely... I will... Why Is This Happening Again Now

I will fail again, as always. There's no way to guarantee success. I can change all I want, but that doesn't mean it will always be a turn for better and not worse.

I've changed ideals, flaws in my thinking, I've cut ties with past "friends" I've reshaped my toxic and sick mind to something agreeable I've gotten away from twisted habits

And yet... Nothing feels Right

And yet... Nothing feels Right Human

Real

Real True

Real True Normal

Real True Normal New

Real True Normal New Safe

Real True Normal New Safe Sane

Real True Normal New Safe Sane Sufficient

Real True Normal New Safe Sane Sufficient Hopefull...

Good

Nothing Is Fine

Nothing Will Ever Be OK

Nothing Will Turn To Good

I Refuse To Go Back To My Old Days

I Refuse To Stay Like This

I Want To Move Forward

Stop Dragging Me Back

Why Won't You Stop

Will You Ever Let Me Out

Just Don't Bring Me Back There

I'm Not Sick Anymore

Those Times Passed

I've Treated Myself

Not There Not Now Not Ever

Nobody Should Be There Since I Left

Nobody Ever Deserved To Be There

Nobody Ever Deserved To Be There but me

always little shy me

alone with my thoughts

my sick

my sick twisted

my sick twisted ugly thoughts

my sick twisted ugly thoughts that never leave me Alone

They Never Truly Leave

They Never Truly Leave Not Now Not Ever

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