As night falls I make my way to bed.
I lie down and try to get some rest so I can go through the next day.
I can't sleep, something in the back of my mind is bothering me. I feels like I forgot to do something very important, like an assignment...
"It hurts... It hurts like hell..."
Pain was slowly creeping out of my stomach, taking over, one by one, every limb. Next was my chest, it felt like my heart was being wrapped in dread and choked.
It doesn't stop
I keep thinking about what I had to do
Hurts even harder
Getting closer to figuring it out
I'm getting covered in darkness
Too much pain to bear
It's killing me
"Oh... I was supposed to feel better... Well, I guess I'll leave it for another time... It's not like it's actually gonna happen..."
I'm dying because of the pain, but I don't want to admit it hurts this much.
I can't ignore it like I used to.
I don't even want to anymore.
I don't want to do anything anymore.
Everything hurts and nothing helps.
I just have to take it all and live with it.
And that's all there is to do, the simplest in concept yet impossible in practice assignment.