It scarred me for life
The pain was crushing. I have never told anyone about this. The mountain of shame and humiliation has kept me buried in self-loathing and guilt.
Was it my fault?
I keep going over the incident in the wee hours of the morning. I did, after all, have my p***y out there for anyone to see or touch. It was not an invitation to violate me.
I have to say it for my catharsis.
I cannot and I will not hide it nor run from it. It does not change who I am just because a powerful man GRABBED MY PINKY!!!!!