she took out her phone for the 3rd time in the last 3 minutes, she is expecting something,
she doesn't know if it's anything good or bad
she doesn't know what comes out of her device will meet her with a news so good that it puts a smile on her face or so terrible that her it puts tears in her eyes
it could be anything, the anticipation, the expectations , the answer, the question, the empty notifications on her phone scares her. Not knowing what's gonna happen Kills her.
a text comes in, it says "I miss you"
it terrorises her whole being
she doesn't understand that words could get stuck like a needle on a neck. A text through the phone could just be like a bullet fragment shot from a close range Shotgun .
the pellets tend to have a wider shock wave to the heart, even when it says " I miss you" .
It was something she wanted to hear all the time but this time it hurts, cause now the text is coming from the dead..