I Fall Apart
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BellaBay
BellaBayI like sarcasm and rhyming
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I used to want you to be the one now I wish you weren't

I Fall Apart

I used to want you to be the one for me. I wanted so badly to love you in the way you loved me but I couldn't and it tore me apart.

Now, two years later, after everything we've been through I wish you weren't the one. You broke me not once but twice and I really wish you hadn't. I wish I hated you. I don't.

In fact, I miss you. I know you miss me and I know you feel so so guilty but I can't reach out to you you're no good for me. I wish you weren't the one but you are.

Every time a certain song comes on my mind goes straight to you. Not my ex best friend of eight years, not my recent ex boyfriend that broke my heart, no one else but you.

I don't know why or how. You are the only one that still hurts me and you aren't even near me. Fucked up how that works. I used to want you to be the one.

"She told me that I'm not enough, yeah

And she left me with a broken heart, yeah

She fooled me twice and it's all my fault, yeah

She cut too deep, now she left me scarred, yeah

Now there's too many thoughts goin' through my brain, yeah

And now I'm takin' these shots like it's novacane, yeah

Oooh, I fall apart

Down to my core

Oooh, I fall apart

Down to my core

Oooh, didn't know it before

Surprised when you caught me off guard

Hard as damn jewelry I bought

You was my shorty, I thought

Never caught a feelin' this hard

Harder than the liquor I pour

Tell me you don't want me no more

But I can't let go

Everybody told me so

Feelin' like I sold my soul

Devil in the form of a whore

Devil in the form of a whore

You said it

No you said it

No you said it

We'd be together

Oooh, I fall apart

Down to my core

Oooh, I fall apart

Down to my core

Oooh, didn't know it before

Surprised when you caught me off guard

Hard as damn jewelry I bought

You was my shorty, I thought

Ice keep pourin' and the drink keep flowin'

Try to brush it off but it keep on goin'

Covered in scars and I can't help showin'

Whippin' in the foreign and the tears keep blowin'

Ice keep droppin' and the drink keep flowin'

Try to brush it off but it keep on goin'

All these scars, can't help from showin'

Whippin' in the foreign and the tears keep blowin', yeah

Oooh, I fall apart

Down to my core

Oooh, I fall apart

Down to my core

Oooh, didn't know it before

Surprised when you caught me off guard

Hard as damn jewelry I bought

You was my shorty, I thought"

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