I let people in and out my life, letting them do whatever they want to me. I thought I was empathic but it's more like I'm pathetic at this point.
I let others dictate my life because I'm trying not to step on other people's toes, but in doing so I let them step all over me.
This small voice in my head says to stand up for myself, but an even louder voice screams at me to do nothing, it's easier that way.
I find myself saying sorry all too often, but how can I change that? I put others feelings leaps and bounds before mine, because I'm a fixer. I try to mend others while ignoring my own problems.
I know what its like to feel lonely and I take solace in trying to make others feel better. I can only keep up this facade for so long, I must try to fix myself before trying to fix others.