Drowning in sorrow.
Drowning in fright.
Drowning in anger.
Drowning in light.
Drowning in pity.
Drowning in guilty.
When will I drown in happiness?
When will I drown in utter joy?
Will this be my life till the end?
Unable to swim and swim forward.
Stuck in the thoughts of what ifs.
Do you think I want to be here forever?
Trying to stay alive.
Trying even harder to breathe.
When will I escape?
It's in no one's hand to explain!