The pain in my feet snapped me back to reality.
It was then I actually realised where I was.
All I remember was standing in the bathroom.
Minutes or hours, I didn't know for how long I was there.
Neither could I recall walking nor the reason why I was there.
I just stood staring at my reflection as it gazed back at me with its dead eyes.
My mind was completely blank, no thoughts and no feelings.
I say no feelings yet my sight had suddenly clouded with tears.
My vision was cleared as the unbroken stream flowed from my eyes.
Oh how I had wished the flood of sadness remained sheltering them,
Preventing me from seeing that disappointing image.
Instinctively my palms shielded my face.
I took a deep breath and sighed in defeat.
Roughly I dragged my hands across my face to wipe away the tears that was wasted on myself.
My eyes remained covered in fear of seeing the person I've allowed myself to become,
While I walked out the bathroom and turned off the lights.