Foolish
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AyenGrayce15 | INFP | Filipino
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I won't let anybody fool me anymore, not even if they say they love me...

Foolish

by wondergrayce

I always thought there was genuineness in the way you utter those three words so effortlessly

I didn't notice that the reason you were so calm and smooth was probably because you never felt the butterflies in your stomach or that your heart never beat like it's gonna burst out your chest

When I found out that you never really loved me The truth cut me so much deeper than any shard of broken glass could

And there were 4 am's when I'd lie awake and wish I just hadn't known Or wonder if the pain of a broken shard of glass breaking the surface of my skin would hurt less than this

Maybe the pain you caused me never left any scars but it will always stay in my mind And when the right person comes along I will be scared

I'm scared that I will always doubt her I love you's because I already know how empty those words can be

And if she ever says "You mean the world to me." I will always question it Do I? Do I really?

Because how can I trust her when the last person who told me the exact same words

made me realize that this world is just one of the nine planets and there are many out there that could offer so much more than I could

When she says "You will always be beautiful in my eyes." I will laugh at her face And make her feel like how I felt when all I ever did was love you but you didn't

And I will never trust anyone anymore because that is what you taught me

I won't let anybody fool me anymore Not even if they say they love me No matter how genuine they are They will always just "sound" genuine to me

I don't know how I could bring myself to believe in those words again

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bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
a year agoReply
This was almost and instruction on how to handle love when you think you are in it. This was a beautiful sentiment.

sydneyVerifiedco-creator of Commaful
a year agoReply
😢💔💔. I remember reading a book once where the message was that love leads to either extreme pain or extreme joy. But the chance of joy is what makes being human amazing. We take the risk of love and know that it only needs to be true once. And it becomes worth all the mistakes