By Aubrey Rockholt
Grandma it's been 2 almost going on 3 years without you here now.
It's been hard so many things have changed, some good some bad.
I miss seeing you, hearing you, visiting with you.
I think I may have let you down, and I'm sorry. All I wanna do is give you some bullshit excuse as to why, but you see right through me.
You used to visit me in my dreams, but that stopped awhile ago. I wish it hadn't.
You have a new grandchild, she's a girl! I'll make sure she knows all about you. I wish she could have met you!
I miss you grandma, I hate that cancer took you. I just pray that you're happy and well now.
I love you.