why was I your target? (Mental problem)
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ashleytrunkz
ashleytrunkz15. England.
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Why wasI your target for your hatred? Why should I get picked and hurt, damaged and alone?

why was I your target? (Mental problem)

Why wasI your target for your hatred?

Why should I get picked and hurt, damaged and alone?

Why should I have to sit alone every break and lunch?

why should I fear breaktime and lunchtime?

Why shouldn't I do this is.

Is it because you've damaged my brain and forced me to become nothing more but a self concerned, arrogant, scary and unfeeling, cold hearted beast.

WHY WAS I YOUR TARGET?

You might not bully me now but you sure did earlier in my school life.

so it still takes effect in my daily life.

When you talk to me I instantly hate you, I instantly get defensive and angry it's because I don't know what you'll do,

It's because I want to hit you so hard that you'll feel the same pain as when we were in reception to year 1, from year 1 to year 6. the pain I've felt from year 6 to year 10.

It's because you aren't anything more than a sensitive gun. Which means your uncontrollable, unpredictable.

it means that the slightest movement will set you off and we don't know which way you'll fire.

THAT DOENS'T MEAN THAT YOU HAD TO DRAG ME DOWN WITH YOU!

I'm now just like you, unpredictable and uncontrollable.

Now because of all that stress, hatred and bullying THE WAY I REACTED TO YOUR BULLYING! caused me to have to take pills, every night.

WHY WAS I YOUR TARGET?

Those pills compress my anger deeper into my chest and it makes me smile less EVERYDAY!.

those pills make everyone else around me happy EXCEPT ME!.

those pills I had to take around the age of 9 to 10 and I AM STILL HAVING TO TAKE THEM!.

Those pills make getting angry more Hell than before, they make my chest hurt and ache for a reliever which used to be the people around me.

Those pills I refuse to take just so that I can feel Human. Those pills I don't want to take anymore.

Those pills are what you caused!. You drove me more out of control than I already was!.

WHY DID I HAVE TO BE YOUR TARGET?

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