Was a battle
As we made friends
We gathered battalions
For a war only fought in our minds
because i never showed you my
REAL HEART. My real feelings.
Not the crystallized sugar sweet as honey indestructible diamond heart you thought you knew,
but the REAL gore blood pumping beating butterflies nervous heart dripping with lies and broken dreams and rememberence of the sunshine we once
As it poured down on us like something tangible. Something real.
The one you threw on the ground and stomped all over like the backstabber that you are-
You saw my cover heart.
But I'll never fight this war with you. You're a ghost, a phantom.
Staying in my mind like that melody that never quite goes away.
I'm waving my white flag.