So there's this weird thing that I have, I hate my voice. I don't know why but I just can't stand the sound of my own voice.
It probably has to do with the fact that I'm so uncomfortable speaking out loud. I hate hearing myself in videos or any sort of recording.
I would much rather write to someone rather than talk on the phone. My voice shakes and crack and I sound like I'm choking to get every word out. I'm quiet because I don't want people to hear me. I don't feel confident in my voice.
But... I've been trying to get better and one way I've been doing that is making videos of me reading my poems and also just randomly talking to my camera because I'm lonely and have no friends hahaha So I figured I would share my YouTube channel here in case anyone wants to watch and see what I look like lol
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkKtnry5stHQOftG0Qy749w?view_as=subscriber Thanks!! :)