the main points of hurting
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apexpredator
apexpredatorpoetic injustice.
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a real time sequel to things that rhyme with you. check that one out first if you can. i know she's never written about me. enjoy my pain.

the main points of hurting

by apexpredator

she asked if it was okay a million times

i lied

i lied to her

i told her to ask you out i told her it was okay i told her you'd say yes

and you did

because she's prettier, and lovelier, and kinder than i am

i wish i wasn't so stupid

i wish i had done it before she did

and now if i find a word to rhyme with you

it has to rhyme with her name too

and coming clean

made me feel worse than leaving it to brew

and you're going to love going on that date

with the one person i could never learn to hate

note:

having a sinking feeling that someone does not like you back does not take away the pain when it's confirmed

note:

telling your best friend it's okay to ask out the girl you've fallen for does not automatically make it okay

it still hurts

it still hurts and when it hurts it cuts and when it cuts it bleeds and pours

god

i wish i was yours

it's never hurt this much before

but you opened up my heart and climbed inside and then left without warning me

you left a hole

you carved out your space and left it empty

you left a hole

and when you left, you were whole

and i wasn't

and it doesn't excuse my actions. i should have told you

i should have told you

but i didn't

and i won't

because i know you're happy

the look on your face

from across the room i knew you'd say yes before you said it

and i acted happy for you

you're lovely together. you really are

but i still cried

i still cried for ten minutes in the bathroom of a bar

i'm in too deep and i've gone too far

but you're lovely together. you are.

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