generalized anxiety disorder
I hate you forever...
You're supposed to be capitalized, but you don't deserve it.
generalizing this festering wound of fear deep...
in my soul...
anxiously infesting me like a flea ridden dog ripping at his flesh.
disorderly conduct against my self worth,
is this all I'm worth?
A few cents for my sense thrown in the dirt,
fuck it all...
Pain is something I've grown accustom to, is there anything else?
All I want is to feel happy without a catch, my catch is drugs.
Never ending spiraling pit of worry, fear, pain, and tears.
I need help, like I need a friend, but life has other plans.
Caught in a landslide of negativity, I am my own worst enemy.