i am not what you think

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anonymouswrites sad birds still sing
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you do not get the right of underestimating me, i am not what you think.

i am not what you think

i am not

i am not helpless

when i coil into a ball of yarn

when i coil into a ball of yarn that slowly unspools

when i coil into a ball of yarn that slowly unspools like spilled water.

i am not

i am not weak

when my eyes fill with tears

when my eyes fill with tears of every scar drawn

when my eyes fill with tears of every scar drawn over my still beating heart.

i am not

i am not worthless

when I drag in oxygen through

when I drag in oxygen through my bullet filled lungs.

i’m merely

i’m merely running on empty

i’m merely running on empty; gasoline a sacred treasure.

i’m merely

i’m merely looking for a gas station in this deserted town

where everything is upside down when

where everything is upside down when i’m looking up.

i’m merely

i’m merely looking through the clouds

i’m merely looking through the clouds for a speck of light

when ash clogs the sky like hair in the drain

i am not

i am not a stain

i am not a stain in this honey drenched world

and you do not get a say

and you do not get a say in how i feel

and you do not get a say in how i feel in how i see

and you do not get a say in how i feel in how i see in how i look

and you do not get a say in how i feel in how i see in how i look

in how i’m made.

you should be afraid

you should be afraid of underestimating me

and one day

you'll find out why.

(please excuse my badassery)

forever anonymous

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