Forever and Always
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anonwriter02
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You broke me.

Forever and Always

Why was I not good enough? I loved you so hard, and yet, it still wasn’t enough. Shit was hard most of the time. But I thought that’s the way it was suppose to be.

I thought we were suppose to fight for us until things got better.

I begged you not to leave. So many times you gave up on me, and I got down on my knees as if I was begging for my life. In my mind, I was because YOU were my life.

You had my heart in your hands. When you gave it back, I couldn’t take it. So I watched it on the ground where you left it.

Beating.

How would I recover?

At this point, open heart surgery would be easier to recover from than you leaving. But I left first, right? No. Every night I was alone for so long.

Wondering how long I would have to endure this before you finally said “okay. I want to love you again.”

So I waited.

Hurting.

Crying.

Missing someone who was in the next room.

Then, the final straw, something that I couldn’t ignore. I was tired. I knew it would’ve just been another empty conversation.

So, I left.

But only to get your attention. Only because I thought you’d realize life without me wouldn’t be what you wanted.

Surprise!

It was exactly what you wanted. It’s what you wanted all along but couldn’t tell me.

So now, here I am. Laying next to someone else wondering when he will leave, too. Wondering if I’m messing up with him like I did with you.

Was it one thing you just couldn’t take anymore, or was it everything about me?

Such a fucked up metaphor every time I see “forever” & Roman numeral wedding date on my rib, the rib that God took from Adam and put into Eve to symbolize ONE.

I remember how painful the tattoo was, but It doesn’t compare to the pain I experience everyday when I see it in the mirror. Fading. Just like your love for me did.

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