I can see the person I want to be.
I watch her like a movie.
I'm in the back row admiring the lead actress, wishing with every passing scene to be like her.
I take in her movements, her softness, and her desires...
And I strive to one day achieve such elegance and strength.
What a wonder it would be to be soft spoken and powerful at the same time...
As the credits start to roll, I remember she is but a fictional character.
A fictional character in a movie that I have or will ever see.
This is the cinema of my true self, a side of myself that never seems to push past the confines of society to become the star of my reality.