I hoped this time would be different. I’m so exhausted and lonely.
All I want is a romantic connection- is that so hard to ask for? Am I that fucking repulsive that I can’t fine someone to give and receive affection to/from? Like???
And people saying “you’re cute/nice it’s fine! There are tons of people who would be lucky to date you!
” Doesn’t solve the problem of how absolutely and completely lonely and affection starved I am.
I’m hoping this doesn’t go to shit but I’m not feeling optimistic based on how our pre-talk talk went. I have to just wait now.
God fucking damnit I want a hug.