Kshsknsksn im so fucked up all the time hshsj my ex is apart of my friendgroup and shit but im still messed up over them bc mshsk god they were b a d like,,,
skhsksh guilt tripping and alot of other shit and its just???
Ugh its so uncomfortable i cant talk to ½ my friends w/out them being mentioned and its worse when a friend is actually talking to them bc i cant and im just!!! So fucked up over them!!!!
I feel broken!!!
And i shouldnt its been so long my friends are tired of hearing about this but fuck man im messed up i still cry abt shit they did and said and i still feel h orrible but man
i gotta pretend everything is okay and like im over them bc my friends r annoyed but jesus fuck im n o t