Ok so something just happened and it’s probably a good thing???? Like objectively speaking
Just over a year ago it literally would have been my idea of perfection. Would have fitted My Plan
But now. Not so much. Like
I don’t wanna be there. I don’t wanna be away from here, not really
But it’s such a good opportunity I can’t. Not. You know?
I don’t know don’t mind me I’m just having an crisis about my future