my family is in Puerto Rico for a vacation and I’ve been protesting since the day I found out, which was months ago.
I didn’t want to go because it’s during the school year, the end where they prep you for finals,
and i couldn’t afford to miss anymore school because I was already sick a lot and couldn’t miss 8 more days.
and yet, me a 17 year old was not allowed to stay at home for a week and a half or even stay at a friends house.
oh and I forgot to mention, im mentally ill and literally cannot stay away from home more than a couple days without going insane from anxiety.
im sitting here crying and have been miserable for days and will be for the rest of the trip. it sounds entitled, but I hate being here right now. i hate being away from home and school.
“i want to die” has been said by me more than anything else. my parents still don’t give a shit and my extremely dysfunctional family is falling apart (surprise surprise).
my sister literally cried because I touched her eyebrows.
my other sister is threatening to take away my pets (also my only friends) and my parents are letting my 12 year old brother swear at us and call us stupid.
i literally had to walk away from the breakfast restaurant where this was all happening. my dads probably going to come back to the room and yell at me for it.
i just want to go home.