Im at my craziest. I dont know if its the hormones, the stress, the crazy genes, or all of it, but my mood swings are worsening.
Ive been talking to myself more than usual, even in public, and Ive had so many extreme highs and lows. Fuck you med.I dont know why I still bother studying when Im quitting.
Maybe I really care, maybe somewhere inside me, I still want to continue but I dont know.. my body’s quitting, my mind’s fucked up, and the curriculum is not designed for someone as lazy as me.
Im really hoping my resolve to quit wil become absolute because these fluctuating emotions is stressing me out more and more each day and Im going crazy ughhhhhIn summary,
I may still want to continue but minus the effort. I know, fuck me right.