I am always the girl that hangs on to things that are so beyond repair. And for what? For me to believe that I can change the past and change how a person views me. You can’t.
No amount of effort can fix a person that doesn’t care to fix themselves.
I find that I am always the one to stay because I want to help the person and will never want to be viewed as the one who “abandoned” them… yet every single time I get hurt or abused in the situation.
Friendship or not. Literally kills me that I can be so genuine to a person and get viewed as nothing to them.