ongoing the same pattern, in the same grade (4th) i started hearing voices in my head. saying harmful things like im not good enough etc. i didn’t know how to handle these, so i ignored them.
i had no idea what this would do to me. i went crazy trying to be better than who i was. my grades slipped and i was out of it. this was the point when i began losing all hope.
i lost every motivation to do anything but improving myself and schoolwork. i stressed and stressed and nothing helped me. i got out of it eventually but it was a traumatic time for me..