i mean im kinda glad i didnt get asked to go to florida with my family for two reasons,
my mother would be there and i would probably do some stupid shit because i want that 20 i spent on my ex because im literally drowning financially and he dumped
me BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY AND BEFORE CHRISTMAS and it fucking sucked and why the hell did i buy him things? oh yea because i didnt think he was cheating on me, sorry im just angry.
also thankful that my boyfriend puts up with my emotional/anxious/paranoid ass all the time. he’s literally the best.