ALONE I'm still here figuring out what my life is all about. Tying to be strong, but who knows for how long. Trying to be the same but I only feel like I'm going insane. No one seems to see what this pain is causing me. Couldn't really grieve or cry for my loved ones that have died miss them all and I just sigh. No reason, No lies just feeling alone and I want to cry. Didn't want to belong been told many times I need to be strong and I need to hold on. My heart felt a pain that I could no longer sustain. Knowing I will never hear or see them ever. Felt alone, they left, was gone. How much I needed you but there was noting could undo. I wanted to let go and die I no longer have any ties. Just being alone tears rolling down my face. I wish I was in another place.