It was a rainy and thundering and lightning storm night. It was very depressing and sad in Herman's mansion. Herman lived alone in his dark sad grey home but this was not always the case.
He used to live with his five children and a wife. This was actually during World War 2 (little known fact).
He lived in Germany; a place during World War 2 which was said to be inhabited by people known as Nazis (Na-t-See). His whole family, besides himself, were Jewish.
He did not want to convert as that would result in him being circumcised as a 45 year old man. A circumcision would result in immense pain in the penile area and perhaps bleeding in the genitalia.
Therefore he decided to not join the religion of Judaism. When the Nazis came to his home his family was taken away.
He did try to stop the Nazis from doing so as it could result in harm to himself, which could be very traumatic for the children. This was indeed a very heart breaking and saddening moment.
Now Herman sits in his chair where he used to be surrounded by his lovely family; contemplating committing tự tử (suicide in Vietnamese).
He wished he could repay them but he did not know how to. He began to cry passionately and let the fluids flow. The tears met his cheek and then dripped on to his groin area.
He looked at his crotch and realized there was a way he could repay them: by converting to Judaism. While crying extensively, he went into the kitchen, got a knife and pulled down his pants.
He then took the knife and attempted to give himself a circumcision. He cried out of sadness and the immense pain. He screamed on the window and wished that his family would return.
His tears mixed with the blood which was spraying from his genitalia and he felt a deep connection to his family.
Then he realized they were not there and he had a sad realization that they never would join him. He did not finish circumcising himself and crawled into his bed.
His foreskin was severely damaged just like his heart.