So I get anxiety attacks under pressure and we were playing Softball and the gym teacher was like ‘If you don’t want to play then you can walk’ and me being the 'lets try
new things yAY’ Kind of person I am I decided to play
Oh boy that was a bad idea
When it was my turn to go up to bat I immediately had a major internal panic attack and if I was given the bat in a place where I could get hurt, I’d probably beat the shit out of someone.
I hit it and in a brilliant moment of fear and crippling anxiety I fucking sprinted at the speed of light to the base and I swear to god my heart was beating out of my chest for
like 10 minutes after that and one person looked at me and was like 'are u ok’ and I was like 'YUP I FEEL LIKE THE OPPOSITE OF DYING MHMM’
Moral of the Story: My panic attacks make me flash, but I am not sacrificing my happiness and mental health for speed jc