I was intimidated. Intimidated by the decision making. Forced to give a clear definition. Forced to choose only one direction and in it to develop, and not to descend from it. I was limited.
And it drove me crazy.I suddenly and very beginning to seem that I have to choose one thing. And not finding anything suitable for myself, I succumbed to a panic.
There are so many things in the world, and I have to choose one thing. I should. Stupid pressure.I could not choose.I am interested in everything.I want to read about everything.
Watch everything and everything. talk about everything.I do not have to!I should not limit myself!