I drive by the place where we first met one on one and Alone from the world.
I follow the hidden path to the place where we both shared our young lust for eachother in the forrest.
I remember everything, i remember your sweet scent, your silk hair, your brown eyes so warm and inviting,
i remember how you sat next to me in the woods and watched the fireflies illuminate around us, you held me close, you were cold and vulnerable, It was magical and special.
I will never forget you or that night we shared together.
I drive by these places reminding myself of you.
I cant let you go.
Its been two years since we last met. It was a bitter sad ending.
You ended it.
i was nice and wished you the best with your new lover. As i walked away i looked at you happily walk off towards a sunset of love lust and optimism.
I walked away towards a dark bleak existence without you, i had failed to keep you by my side. Even though i shouldn't feel so awful i do, terribly so.
I miss you already
i stop and watch you drive away, drive to your lovers house, together you will comfort each-other, share body warmth.
i reminisce on these images i wish i could forget.
Forget the happy times because they only bring me pain now.
As i lay in this empty cold bed with just a sheet to keep me warm,
i shiver, shiver, shiver.
I miss you.
I miss your legs intertwined with mine.
I miss your fingers in my hair.
I miss your hair in my face as you kiss me.
I miss your nose tickling mine before you kiss me.
I miss your smell.
I miss your taste.
I miss looking at your small feet fidget in front of the fridge as you couldnt decide what you wanted.
I miss you wearing my clothes.
I miss you laughing uncontrollably as i play tickled you.
I miss the hugs, kisses, embraces of love.
I miss you so terribly as i lay here alone. Shivering.
I remember.... You left your sweater in my closet.
I get out of my cold lonely bed and pull your small sweater out of my closet. I take a deep sniff to smell you. I put on your sweater and climb back into my lonely bed and cry soft lonely tears.
I cry myself to sleep wishing i would wake up with with no memories of you at all.
I fall asleep with my arms around myself, around your sweater, Around what used to be us.