Self-Destruct
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The amount of cigarettes I consume on any given day is dependent on my self-loathing for the day, I think. The strength of my desire to kill myself is based on my self loathing, I think.
By Trish-the-Stalker https://www.reddit.com/r/...

Self-Destruct

by Trish-the-Stalker

The amount of cigarettes I consume on any given day is dependent on my self-loathing for the day, I think.

The strength of my desire to kill myself is based on my self loathing, I think.

The amount of alcohol I consume on a daily basis is dependent on my self-loathing, I think.

The power of overwhelming loneliness is dependent on my self-loathing, I think.

But I think maybe I might be contributing to the cause.

And I have to stop and ask myself: is it because I smoke and drink too much that I am lonely, depressed and hate myself or does my loneliness,

depression and self-hate contribute to my cigarette and alcohol consumption?

Either way it's self-destruction.

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