So this night was such a normal like I got back from training, I had a dinner and all of that. But then something punched me in the face, roles.
Do you sometime feel like we play some roles in our life and that because of that we can not be our true selfs. Let’s talk about group of friends, pefrect example.
Every one of them are individuals but they have their roles, like momy, sport guy… Well at least in my case.
My firends, well they see me as cool, chill, truth speaker bitch, a little bit narcistic and selfie obsessed, and I’m not innocet, the truth is I’m that but also I’m much more.
Real talk, I blame myself for that cause I felt under the social standards in a different ways.
I’m not the one to make excuses but I was bullied, and yeah I got over it and I’m fine now, I got confidence and I’m outgoing but my funny side kinda got left over.
Also my love life, I don’t talk about it. Cause my friends made fun about me being gay and trans so I locked that away also.
It got to that point were my best friend got a text from a girl and she asked him what am I to him? Boyfirend?
Like you two guys are too close… So me being me, I want for him to be happy and I didn’t thing about it and made decission to get distant.
You know I quickly deal with problems so I taugh that the problem was me and well I’ve done what I’ve done. We worked that shit out you know, and we’re again best friends.
So, my name is Marko and my role is to be a fuckind diva in my own squad, makeup, selfies and all that ( I enjoy and I love makeup it’s a passion of mine), no feeling,
just whatever mood but I’m much more and so are you. Let your walls down and show the truth. Love you