I wanted you because I felt safe.
I needed someone to understand me. You were supposed to hold me and touch my hair while I cried my pain away.
I wanted everything to go away and fill it with your caring and warmth.
You could have helped me.
But now i cry because of you. I cry alone because you were the only one I would cry for.
No touching my face. No stoking my hair.
Nothing would bother me if you would just said, "it's alright".
It's not fair. I wanted you, but you wanted him.
Please let me cry..... Just once. I need to cry for you.