I know they wonder what happened to me, most will say I’m just caught up in my relationship, work, or school. A small few will think I’m just a bad friend, okay maybe not a small few.
The thing is I choose not to be around them anymore, nor for lack of love but for lack of mutuality.
We don’t like the same things anymore, im not the same person who would drown himself with empty shots of happiness just to get home at the early hours of the morning and feel lonely.
I don’t feel excitement, I don’t feel like they push me to be the best version of me, instead yank me down slowly like quicksand.
I am sorry, we can still be something, I’m sure we can find some things to communicate on but we cannot be friends.