Its not that i want you back
Its just that im in love with love
And romance still wears your face
Its not that i havent moved on
Its just that theres a part of me
That remembers exactly what it felt like
To have your arms around me
How you hogged the blanket
But let me lie down first
So thatd id always be comfortable
When we cuddled
Even if it meant your arm falling asleep.
Its not that i can’t get over you
Its just that i am so bad at being single
And so good at loving you.
You are so fucking easy to love
Do you know how that feels?
That every time i see you
Every time i come home
With my new and improved life
I am reminded of what it felt like to love you
I am reminded that i left you
I left you and now you have someone else
And its not that im jealous of her
Because we are pieces of two very different puzzles
That only just happen to fit together
But i am so terrified that im not going to feel like that again
You know i believe we all have a few soulmates in our lives
That everyone is blessed
With a couple of chances at true love
But on the off chance that we each only get one person
How could you not be mine?
Im terrified because you could’ve been mine
And i walked away.