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feeling pretty fucking terrible tonight.my ex tried to hit me up.  i’ve blocked him on every social media platform, so he had to e-mail me. he has nowhere to live and has been couch-surfing apparently for the past month.  he asked if he could come see me.  i told him i’m seeing someone.
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my past e-mails me.

by omgblonde

feeling pretty fucking terrible tonight.my ex tried to hit me up.  i’ve blocked him on every social media platform, so he had to e-mail me.

he has nowhere to live and has been couch-surfing apparently for the past month.  he asked if he could come see me.  i told him i’m seeing someone.

this is sort of true, but not with a seriousness that prevents me from seeing my ex.  but i had to use some sort of excuse.

my ex of course got pissed at me and tried to manipulate me into feeling guilty or shameful about it.

it’s like, i literally know what he’s doing and what exact tactic he’s using, and he still does a great fucking job of making me feel like i’m a terrible person.

so now i’m laying in my apartment with all of the lights off and just wishing that i was a different person.  i hate being me.  i hate it with a passion.

i did the right thing, i know, but i still hate how i feel and how empty i am.xoxo omgblonde

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