Musings of a Madman
Musings of a Madman marni wallace stories

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A written piece by duckydash13 adapted for commaful. see the rest: https://archiveofourown.o...

Musings of a Madman

I thought I had won. When you and I were married and everything was perfect, I had won. I didn't need a business empire or more money than I knew what to do with. I had you.

You were all I needed. And we were going to have a child. Nothing could have made me happier.

But then everything went wrong. I did everything I could. I am sure of it. But it wasn't enough. I am meant to be a doctor. I knew how medicine worked. I should have been able to fix things.

I should have been able to save you. I was certain I had found the cure; everything was going to be fine. But it wasn't. It was my fault.

It was my fault.

I had to save her. But now you're dead and I can't- I can't do this any more. I have said that every day for almost 16 years.

How do I carry on? Is it worth carrying on? Life without you is too painful. I have a daughter, but at a cost. Was it worth it?

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