the world had never been on my side
every time i fall in love i get hurt.
i've met the only one for me
and i let the world know my heart was beating for the first time
we were envied with our movie screen romance
we had everything one could dream of
and then my heart started to ache overnight.
i cried, begging for it to be an illusion
but you uncovered my biggest fear
did you ever love me,
did you ever love me, even a little?
i believed i had all your love
now i wonder if you ever saw me worthy enough
to handle your heart in my own hands.
i slept with all my friends last night
and i took some pills
but it wasn't enough.
i've come to learn it'll never be enough.
it's 11AM and i'm already drunk
clutching the bottle so it won't leave
my knuckles have never been so white
the sad truth is i don't want anyone else
i'll bandage my heart until it finally falls apart
you're too good to give up so quick
please paint me the illusion that i mean something to you
i promise that's good enough for me.