It was the same dream all over again We were in the middle of a fight, and the words just flew out of Nine’s mouth like he’d been holding them in for too long: “You were never what I wanted,
Five. I was just waiting for one of the girls to finally take an interest in me, and you were just desperate enough to take it. I don’t love you, never have, never will.”
The words were as bad as if he’d taken a hot knife to my stomach, grinning while he plunged it into me. I’d changed. For him. Left the past behind, changed sides, all for him.
How could I kill the guy who, grudgingly, had held me the first time I woke up screaming from a nightmare of Rey dying and pig’s blood?
I mean he actually almost had me believing that there was some reason we’d been shipped off to fight a war we had no say in. But it’d never meant anything to him-
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