I wanted to forget about him.
I wanted to forget all the memories we’ve had
and start over again.
But I just simply can’t, because I can’t forget about someone I’ve pictured waking up besides me every morning, singing loud obnoxious songs together,
telling cheesy jokes to at 3 in the morning, waiting for me at the end of the aisle, and someone I’ve pictured spending the rest of my life with. It’s really hard, it really is.
And I know people will tell me that this is just a phase and that I’ll get over him.
But how easy is it to get over someone I’ve lingered for years over, just to have it come to an end when there was no real beginning to begin with?
And maybe I am being over dramatic about this, but these are just thousands of thoughts that lace it’s self within my brain whenever I see him.
And no matter how hard I try,
my heart just can’t let him go.