I hate when one little thing can change a lot. Whether it been with you a long time or a short time. Whether it is just a friendship or a romantic relationship.
There this guy I met 4 years ago. Hes my best friend，we tell each other everything. We have no limits. Like any relationship，we argue then make up.
I havent been more happier for him until he found a girl. Shes pretty，and treats him well. I was really happy for him and help him since he wasnt the best in relationship.
Little by little，we drifted apart. He girlfriend is really protected and he tries to be a good boyfriend. Since im also a girl，he gets guilty if i touch him even if it was an accident.
We even stop hanging out with each other，he didnt wanted to develop any kind of feelings and his girlfriend doesnt like him looking at other people.
I wasnt jealous，but rather upset that he didnt really care about me anymore. When we talk he only talk about her. When I ask him question if this outfit look good on me.
He says he doesn't think it looks like because it isnt his girlfriend. He changed massively. I feel like im loosing him. Though im not physically loosing him，im mentally loosing him.
I got no one to talk to about my problems without it being related back to somebody else. He used to come to me and now I'm just someone to talk to when he bored and his girlfriend is busy.
I miss him.
I just hope he miss me too when I'm gone...