End this for me—I have no more will to fight.
Everyone else sees color—I see black and white.
As I glance in the mirror the face I see is stranger,
And with each passing moment I hate her.
I’ve forsaken life’s oasis for endless desert.
I taste and feel nothing,
My heart atrophied and dying from loss of Love’s blood.
Laughter walked out on me just like everyone else.
I haven’t the time to find where it has gone.
Failure, pain and torture have become new skin.
With no thought or reason I will destroy everything.
I can see right through me—I’m fading away—
Obsessed with leaving, though they beg for me to stay.
Locked in a living prison yet the key is around my neck
I’m suffocating, and loneliness is as constant as breath
Dear God, what have I done?