I am grateful. I wish my experience would have lasted long after all due to my financial situation college seemed impossible. Truly nothing is impossible for God, still I am having a hard time saying goodbye. I honestly do not know what the future holds for me, It would be a lie if I say that I am not scared. It's hard to live and truly not know them tomorrow. The unknown feeling in life is scary. My ultimate goal in life is to provide for my family. Watching my mom work as hard as she does at her age, it really kills me little by little.College I saw you as a ticket towards achieving my goal, but it seems that has been cut short. I know the person inside of me is saying have faith, but truly that is easier said than it is done.I know I should not be complaining there are others out there that have it way harder than me. This does not take away from the fact that I am still human and it still hurts.Through it all, I hope I had a positive image and impact on those I have met on campus. That for me is the true meaning of life is to add positivity in someone's life.At the end of the day, I will continue to battle this battle in my mind that is the only choice I have. The four-year degree dream has now come to an end, I must take up the responsibility to help out my family and hope for the best. I will continue to put on this smile which really does not reflect how I am feeling inside.