I'm writing this in hopes that someway, somehow with the help of the magic of technology this will get to you.
Maybe not now, not tomorrow, not in a month or a year but I hope somewhere down the road you'll come across this and know how I really feel.
To my Sunshine Matt,
8 years ago I met you, you made 24 feel like 13 all over again. I can still remember clearly it was the spring of 2009 I met you in a busy crowded kitchen class.
8 years ago I met you, but I never had the courage to tell you how I really felt. 11 days from today you will be marrying the girl of your dreams.
I wish you happiness, love, and all the best that life has to offer. I hope that she wilI love you more than life itself and that she will take of you.
I hope she knows how lucky she is for having you in her life. 8 years ago I was so scared of rejection that I chose to love you in silence.
Know that you will always be my biggest regret, my biggest what if, and the one that got away in my life.
Thank you for all the memories sunshine,I will forever cherish them and remember them like it was just yesterday...late night conversation at the busy bee, charlotte competition trip, city
Limits on college night, king of Leon concert...these are all I have of you and I will hold them dearly in my heart.
I know that to you I am just a distant memory, a person you met along the path of finding "the one" but to me you will be my sunshine,
the sweet calming voice that soothes me when my nerves are all tore up, the person I will always feel comfortable talking to about anything and everything under the sun.
You will always be my ray of light. Thank you for coming along. Thank you for making me want to be the best that I can be.
I'm sorry for being a coward, for not taking the risk and jumping the gun. I believe in fate, I believe that things happen for a reason and I believe that what's meant to be,will be...
who knows maybe our love story has not ended yet...until then I will wait. Know that I love you to the moon and back and there is nothing I would not give to have a second shot with you.
Until then my
Love,I will continue to love you in silence, adore you from a distance, and hold you in my dreams.
You will always be my soulmate.