A Benzo Named Desire
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i forcefully chew the xanax into pieces, letting the bitter taste coat my mouth
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A Benzo Named Desire

by sevenshades

i forcefully chew the xanax into pieces,

letting the bitter taste coat my mouth

as it reminds me of what will soon be in my system.

i let it calm me down as i contemplate more,

deciding on acid instead. god i’m fucking up my body.

five trips in two and a half months and i feel

like this is never going to end.

i’m going to keep buying xanax and i’m going to keep taking it

and it might even ruin my life but i don’t give a damn.

take my fifty and hand me a dozen bars and i’ll tell you

i’m in love. the other night i took some and drank

and my mom was worried but she figured it was

just my medication. i owe you neurotin.

i contemplate my new bruises just as colors

start to dance. i want my love back but

in the meantime, this artificial intrigue

will just have to do. hopefully i live

long enough to see my darling again.

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