omgee, what a year. Today’s marks the end of #Mikeetakesoncollege part one because IM OUTTA UCLA (FOR NOW), BITCHES.
Spring Quarter was honestly the hardest quarter for me in terms of extracurriculars and academics, but like I always say,
life has this magical way of putting things all together and it’s just… I never question lol. Nope, I’m okay not knowing how it even happens because sometimes it’s just better not knowing.
During finals week, I wasn’t really top notch with taking care of my health and wellness as I haven’t gotten a full 8 hours of sleep since like..
last week (I kinda blame SPCN for the fuckupery of my sleeping schedule, however, different story.
) I’ve been sleeping in the morning a few hours before my test or even wake up before the sun is up. In total, I probably only slept like..
25-27 hours this week, and I am completely exhausted af. I’m hoping I did well on my finals because I really did put my effort on those last minute crunch study reviews.
Although I really should’ve studied weeks before (but who has time for that, seriously?) Eating-wise, no good either.
Perry and i have been really terrible at eating regular meal period or sometimes we won’t even eat at all because we are so busy these past weeks post-SPCN.
We both finished today but he won’t be home til tomorrow because he has work. I’m seeing him soon anyway so I’m not too alarmed that we’ll be back to LDR.
It’s just so nice to be home again, even though it feels like my stuff doesn’t belong in the house in any shape or form at all.
It’s literally just taking up space in the hallways and the closets that could’ve been for storage. Although I still live here, it just feels really weird.
I wish we could move into a house soon.I had so man thoughts earlier lol like summer plans and fitness goals. Maybe start a new hashtag summer series and just do a lot of self care.
I’m still stressing about whether I should go back to Jollibee or not.
I really do need the money and it can occupy a lot of my time in the summer instead of just being stuck at home not doing anything.
But at the same time it’s a little terrifying because it has been a while since I was like there. It’s been 9 months since I left.
I can’t demand certain hours or days because I’m technically going to be a new kid. But I really need the money to pay for school and other expenses.
I’m also considering selling my laptop because Best Buy is doing this promotion when you turn in your Macbook 2011 you get $250 but the promo is only til July ish. Sigh.
During dinner, my sister called me and she told me a list of things she needs for Saturday,
but she also told me how she kind of ranted to her roommate of how she was actually having difficulty writing the essay assignment and that I’ve always been there for her to edit or revise it.
She went on about how lucky her roommate’s sister is to have an older sister so she’s saying, “your sister is lucky to have an older sister like you.
” It’s kind of saying that she is kind of blessed to have me and that she misses me and everyone. (but mostly me duh lol).
I know my sister could be such a tough person but deep down inside she’s a little softie too like me lol.
It’s so unusual whenever she shows vulnerability to anyone, and I feel so blessed to know that she’s not all that tough and mean sometimes lol.
That under that thick skin she actually is a little sweetheart. I know she cried tbh I can tell after the call lmao.
I’m seeing her in two days and I’m sleeping over at my cousin’s maybe so that’s also exciting! I forgot I need to tell (Update: I just told her right now).
OMgulay I told myself that I’m going to sleep early to get my sleeping schedule back but I’m here how about that (I can’t spell the hood version lol)I still need to do
the summer bucket list like I did last summer but of course that came with money and I AM BROKE SO IDK UGH.
I need to start working out again and get ready for that summer 2020 body (because Lord knows I won’t achieve it this summer lmao) and write and take photos and just lots of adventure
and self-care. I just need to settle the job situation and stuff. I can do this though. I think. Conquer!